I feel tired | Feelings and emotions

I do not know, I am getting stronger and more vulnerable but now I do not feel sad at all, no matter how much hurt and pain I get.
Now I do not feel happy also at all, I do not know why it is happening to me... but now I feel tired of everything, everything means everything in my life. because I feel that everything in this world is fake all the things and also all the human.
I just feel tired.