Everyone says, move on. 

Everyone comes and knows my story and then start giving lectures.

Why....?

Is it really as much important as people says?  Why don't I live my life in my way.

If someone broke me, cheated on me and left me alone, then Its my problem. 

Why such people interferes in my matter.

What's wrong with that if I want to remain single forever. but It doesn't mean that I miss him.

NO, not at all.

It's because that now I won't allow someone to hurt me again.

And why this society has always a problem with girls life.

I will remain single and happy as per my rules and on my conditions.

Hey! Listen 

Don't Go.... Please!

You know very well that I love you so please don't ruin my life.... remember all things that I have done for you, just for your love. If you left me, I will die.... 

Listen please don't get my words as jokes, I will surly die.

Don't you remember I worked hard on myself just for you, I left everything in my life just for you. I am serious I love you, I adore you, I owe you.... Please don't make joke of me, don't ruin me.

 

If someone break my heart once I left him/her forever. Because I love my heart as much as I love my life. So why do I allow people to break it in the name of some so cold feelings. I give only one chance to the people after that it depends on them whether they want to stay with me or break my trust.

And this is the way I give respect to myself.

Life without you is like a earth without sun, a body without soul, a heart without beat, a tree without leaves, a lake without water, an ocean without salt.

Life without you like a sky without stars, a moon without light, a day without bright, a night without dark,

an angel without wings, a bird that can't sing.

Instead,

Life with you is like a sun that shines and a heart that is alive.

A life with you is like a dream that come true, a wish that fulfilled, a prayer that  listened in heavens.

AND YOU MY DEAR IS LOVE OF MY LIFE AND IT IS YOU WHICH I CALLED A LIFE.

Sometimes, we need a lot of prayers, the heart wants every thing in the universe pray for us.
Sometimes, we need nothing but sympathy from the one whom you love.
Sometimes, we want to cry loud but we also want that no one listen our cry.

Ahhh! that sometimes.

I testify that Muhammad (S.A.W) is the last prophet of ALLAH, No prophet will come after him.

_Hazel Arain 

Are you okay....??
I want to cry, I want to die,  I need a true person in my life, actually I hate everything around me, it really hurts, now I am tired, I feel so tired from everything, I feel tired even from myself I don't need any motivation, any kind of strenght because I am just broken, I just want to say I am not fine, please safe me. 
 I am fine🙂.

I do not know, I am getting stronger and more vulnerable but now I do not feel sad at all, no matter how much hurt and pain I get.
Now I do not feel happy also at all, I do not know why it is happening to me... but now I feel tired of everything, everything means everything in my life. because I feel that everything in this world is fake all the things and also all the human.
I just feel tired.

If I feel that someone wants to go two steps away from me, then believe me I go back  four steps away from him. because I can tolerate everything but I can't  tolerate ignorance from my loved ones.
So if they want to leave me, and feel happy by leaving me, than I can sacrifice thousand of sacrifices on them. 

Someone gave love, someone cheated, someone held hands, someone left in the middle of the journey, someone bridged my goodness, someone slapped me, someone asked thousand reasons to walk, someone walked without asking.
Every person in my life has taught me many things, depending on their capacity, depending on their thinking.
But one thing that everyone has taught me is that there is no one but ALLAH.
And I am at a point in life today where I believe that... there is no one but ALLAH. there is nothing worthy of remembrance other than him.

You say be patience, slowly everything will be fine,
But I know nothing will be fine,
Everything will be the same as now, 
But yes, I will be accustomed to patience of this environment, of this situations and to live like this,
And one time will come to me that nothing will hurt me,
And then you will say to me '' Everything has changed''