Ordinary Things | feelings and emotions

I always lose ordinary things. even I lose you also, 

Is that means you were ordinary for me??

If it is so... why I miss you?, why I feel broken? why I feel like I am in pain?

You know I feel you in my words, in my eyes, in my thoughts, in every where.

that means you are not ordinary thing.

In reality I don't want to lose you... you are not an ordinary thing to me. you are just special to me.

In simple words you are my whole LIFE, then how I can lose you.