I hate being sensitive to myself | Feelings and emotions

I hate being sensitive to myself. I hate people talk to me. I hate people care to me... because I do not want them to be habitual of me.
But it doesn't mean that I am a rude person... no I am not a rude person.
I am a simple person... I do not want myself to cause of someone pain, someone hurt.
That's why I hate being sensitive.